I use to be a faker.?

will you accept someone who USE TO BE A FAKER? i realized that all those years in middle school trying sooo hard to be myself only made me end up destroying myself. i wasted my whole life in middle school!! i hated it. but going onto HS, i met a new friend(angie) and she was always open towards me, which made me open up to her. we became real close and she helped me find my true self, but she had to move. now im in 10th grade and i have my old friends(chee and ann) and i finally told them the truth about me. i told them that all those years that i have been w/them i wasnt myself. what i meant was that i was too busy trying to find myself and then they just started calling me a FAKE. believe me, how many fakers out there WOULD admit that they are fakers?!? NONE! well i did. its cuz i wanted them to kno that im done w/it and have found myself and im moving on 4getting the wasted years and i realize that i dont have to try to fit in w/neone. things'll just fall into place.